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Feeling Better
Why do people need others to feel better? Had a bad day at work so you expect the wife or the girlfriend or the friend or whatever you fucking have at your disposal to lighten the mood. What if your go to person is not having a blast in life either?Are we that fucking needy that we have to be held by the hand and given kind, encouraging words every time we hit a snag or a bump? No, not a little bit of blow just an obstacle. Then again whats wrong with a little compassion, because it can go a long way. So i get a call today from a "friend". She says come over, i say what for, she says you know you want to, i say maybe not this time, she says see you in fifteen, i hang up. Sixteen minutes later I'm knocking on her door. She opens, sees me, turns and walks to the bedroom. Three hours later i think if we fuck again we are both gonna cum smoke. After that she mutters thanks and pops in the shower, i get dressed and leave. This happens about every two weeks and its pretty much the longest lasting relationship i have ever had. Sad thing is i get more compassion and consideration from my "friend" than from certain people in my family. Just because you are currently better off than someone does not make you better than them. Maybe that person will read this and realize her mistake and just a clue to that persons identity: rock liar.
                                 Let it go and always VAYA CON DIOS 
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First time talking
Tags: time age rage
Trying something new to vent or just be creative i'll see if it works. Woke up feeling nothing, thought i was dead but then i remembered i never get mercy or lucky. Went out on a favor and saw somebody i knew in highschool even though i am better off than i have been in a while i still felt like avoiding. What it is it about the people that once held some sway over us that they can still hold on to the speck of power even when they are racist trailer hillbillies? If anyone wonders about who wrote this well let me describe it to you. Im a guy who is pissedfuckingoff all the time since age three. Why i wont go into but mix constant rage with a sunny disposition and you have controversy in a tempered soul. I realize that sounds like an oximoron but its possible. Every day i genuinely laugh while thinking i wanna fuck someone up. Rage is the curtain behind my eyes and laughter is the first word out of my mouth. It can look insane but when you want to intimidate someone it is very effective. Staring down a broken beer bottle and i am cracking up like im stoned watching grandma's boy. Well this was interesting, maybe i'll do it again.
                                    Let it go and always VAYA CON DIOS                                
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